My Story - Real love is the history of enormous patience.

Real love is the history of enormous patience. - Anonymous

Being an Arian, I never had much patience. I hated to wait. But since falling for you, I learnt much about patience. Well, I've waited for almost two to three years have I not?

I think I pretty much threw away my history paper this time round. That night of the eve of that paper, you told me to wake you up at 2.30am the next morning. Sure, I agreed. I set my alarm to 2.30am. I woke up, and checked my MSN Messenger. You were still asleep. So I called you. And called you. And called you. You still did not wake up. I was worried that you would just sleep till the morning, and not be able to study for the exam. So I called you for an hour. Sounds like I'm obsessed, but I was really afraid. I soon fell asleep out of exhaustion.

Then at around 4+am, I received an SMS from you. Phew. You woke up. You said you forgot to set your phone mode from silent. Damn. I wanted to kick myself then. The least you could do was to check your phone if it was on silent right? But nevermind, I thought. Any sacrifice is worth it.

Not surprisingly, I pretty much screwed up my history paper. Well, maybe what I am doing sounds stupid to people. They may feel that what I am doing is useless if there is still unrequited love. But for me, right now, I just want to like you, and care for you. I feel that, each passing day equates to a day lesser of loving you. You never know what might happen...right now I just appreciate what I can do. I am not afraid that one day I might wake up, not knowing who you are anymore. For the heavens will know that I once loved you.

posted by Jason Chua at 10/14/2003 09:17:00 PM |