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name : jay
first cry : 27/03/1988
gender : male
email me : caiyixian@hm

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Sunday, September 28, 2003

My Story - Intermission

Right now, some of you might be wondering, why am I writing all this? Yeah, so that I can smile at what I am doing now 10 years later.
Obviously, there are also some that feel that I am desperate. Desperate in a sense, to not give up on her, even though she has obviously hinted. Some of you might even think that I am a psychotic, disturbed individual...like those stalkers you read in the news. Some of you might think that I am an insecure person, forever clinging...ok...I've a feeling that this list might go on for a long time...

I have to ask this: How many of you have found a true love, yet gave up meekly without a fight? Love, to me is sacred. To fall for someone out of 6 billion, that is not merely statistical. That is fate. That is destiny. To find a person you can fall for, and then to give up just like that, is something you wil regret for the rest of your lives. I do not want that to happen to me. You may ask why I cannot fall for someone else. It is not a fear of rejection...but I just forgot how to fall in love after I fell for her.

Why do I like her so much? I like her just because I like her. A simple, yet profound answer.


posted by Jason Chua at 9/28/2003 04:43:00 PM |

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