My Story - The day I said the 3 words

The next few months passed without anything notable happening. I did not have any good progress on her. I just watched her from a distance...and wished that she would one day be mine to hold.

I cannot really remember which month was it, but our teacher put us in a team for a project, because of our respective skills. I was elated. I could see now see you more often.

Our group met up in November and December of 2001. I remembered waiting outside the school for you, sipping that cup of Milo Freeze, while watching you arrive. I was happy inside to see you, but I remained silent. The heart knows without words. That was what I felt.

When our group reached the venue to do the project, we started playing games on the computer. You were sitting there, playing games on your handphone. I felt sorry for wasting your time, yet there was nothing I could do. I sms-ed you asking you why were you sitting there playing games on your handphone, though I knew deep down inside why. We were in the same room, yet I did not have the courage to just go beside you and initiate a conversation. That was one of my regrets.

Soon you left. I felt I had to tell you. I sms-ed you with the 3 words : I like you.

I think you reacted indifferently, which was not surprising, looking at the number of guys you have already rejected. What chance was I to have? But, I just felt I had to let you know. I really liked you. Maybe this story would never have a happy ending, how am I to know.


This comes to the end of the year 2001.

posted by Jason Chua at 9/25/2003 10:00:00 PM |